Hopefully,

I've been thinking alot for these few days.
And I still can't get you out of mind.
Girl i must try to move on and stop loving you,
Because it seems to be the only option for me.
I tried and i still want to..
I have no secrets to hide from you,
Because you already know the truth,
But you chose to ignore it.
It hurts to know that my feelings for you can just be thrown aside,
Day after day you ignore them.. It hurts but i have to get over it.
Because i know i deserved it, its all up to you to choose.
I guess you don't need me anymore.
Sorry i interfered again, trying to win you back ):
I wanted to promise better times, but i never got the chance to.
Staying up for hours waiting for a reply has taken its toll,
Now i'm ill and the only one who bothered doesn't bother no more.
Because shes too busy with other stuff she had missed out for months.
I wish that one day you'll call me too, if i found out you forgot to eat.
The one day i won't ever see.
To know that you're enjoying life and things you are doing is enough for now,
All i can say now,
Goodluck in excelling in pool and your interests.
Take care of yourself, don't skip meals.
Thank you for the times,
Thank you for your gifts,
Thank you for your love.

Madel tan please don't forget me