Hopefully,

Like.. Great day (:
First things first, i'm like addicted to the song "How six songs collide", i know i'm slow but i bet you will be too if you listen to it,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKKl95Ttrc
So everyone is studying and i'm still slacking here.. Gotta mug tanyi, 2 more weeks, work hard ah. Stupid weekend eaten up by work already, 2-10,10-2, oh well at least i don't have anything to do during those time. Damn nervous, afraid i would screw up cause i'm not so open, but i have faith in myself :D Jiayou chenyi, jiayou.

Lan today with twin and regina, i pwn at ice world man (H). K la but you two rock in cs too k, ownt my tactical sheild. LOL i sound so geek! A pool for one game and left to meet my mummm to go to marina square. Oo Marina square was greattttt, first time i bought so many clothes and so damn contented with myself, thanks to SOMEONE FROM EART (Note, its eart not earth), who "inspired" me to go shopping. Not bad, not bad tanyi, quite some ppl said what i bought is nice already. Bought like 2 shirts from topman, (pink/grey)(Blue and green)
http://www.topman.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/CategoryDisplay?catalogId=17551&storeId=12555&categoryId=40727&parent_category_rn=38973&langId=-1&top=Y
Two more polo from giordano, doesn't suck that bad really, white and pink (but holding on to a grey one now). And a BERMS from giordano too, looks damn nice, definitely doesn't look like giordano style hahaa. Oo and though the sun was damn nice today, someone told me i looked nicer when i'm fair, so i shall stay fair for the moment. SUPER CONTENTED WITH MYSELF, glad i'm trying out this new look (: I love topman and their prints.

I think my elder bro is effing retard hahaha, haven't been so close to my family for soooooo long. So glad i'm learning to appreciate them already. Ohohoh and about my bro hahaa, today he went to cut his hair, then his conversation with the hairdresser went something like that,
Hairdresser: Jing tian yao jian shen me?
Bro: JIAN TOU FA LOR!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA, i can't believe my bro is so retarded. Yao spike jiu spike all the way, or not don't spike hahahahahahaha. Oh and he popped into my room wearing sunglasses and started strumming his guitar and singing, hahah i love my bro man.
Oh and the rubber band holding the dry rose on my window broke, so i went to the kitchen to get a new rubber band to tie it up, then my bro suddenly open the toilet door and looked at the rose, then he said "Oh, na li na lai de?" I gave him the o.o? face, then he say "OO, wo yi wei shi ji chi pang (chicken wing)" HAHAHA, retarded. Right the rose is back up anyway (:

Today i shared alot with my mum. I'm sorry i've let you down all this time, i'm sorry i didn't appreciate you guys and my attitude was damn selfish. I'm glad i could help relieve abit of the pressure from your chest because i was just like dad, i kinda inheritted it from him, damn why couldn't i have inheritted from you. Maybe some of the things i said helped, i hope it did. Don't think about it, you just need someone by your side. I'll be there for you when you need me, because i seem to be the only one who seems to understand dad. But deep inside i know, he can't be that bad, he must have loved you. Its been hard on you to tolerate him, to give in to him, and maybe letting go is the only way. I know its not that easy cause you are married, but i've been through something rather similar to that, and i only learned when i took a big blow. And please, stop scolding me for not appreciating the one that mattered alot, i know i've let her down but i'm trying very hard to redeem myself even to being a friend. You told me you love her, i do too. The next time, i'll definitely cherish whoever is with me. I've learnt a lesson, i hope dad will too. So cheer up now mum, because theres no point being sad. Now that i am going to earn some money, i'm going to save up like you asked me to, and make sure you have the bestest day of your life next year. I love you k (: I'm glad i have you as my mum.

Ok, finally i'm done. Now i'm reading some book called " The complete idiot's guide, for dummies" and i don't understand it at all. So that just mean that i'm no idiot or dummy. Right i'm off to try and understanding this book. I've planned to go shopping with so many ppl, i feel so gay :/ Wish me luck for my job tmr, Goodnight all (: