Hopefully,

Now that we are back together,
i really hope we can give in to each other.
At times i know i lose my temper,
but baby girl i hope you'll understand it.
Every second every day,
my temper can't be controlled no matter what i do or say,
it may be calm for a moment,
and all hell breaks loose in the other
Its been a long journey for us,
and it has always been an obstacle i never managed to pass.
I'm trying love,
i swear i am.
And i'll promise you baby, love
I will never stop and someday prove to you what i am
I really wish you understood, cause you seem to be pushing me to the limit.
I'm really trying very hard love. But its always seem like i'll never make it.
And i guess you still don't understand, and i deserve it, for being such a pathetic loser that i am.
I don't deserve anything good from you if all i give is shit to you, you do so much and i get angry at the littlest things.
What have you done to deserve this? I hope you would help me along with this, but today really wasn't what i needed.
I'm sorry baby, give me more time to change, to be something useful, something that deserves to be treasured

Maybe you could look at it another way.
Baby i care for you, just not the right way
Love You ♥