Hopefully,

Today was fun i guess. School was the same, sleep sleep sleep. Damn tired these past few weeks, sleping late, waking early but i didn't mind laaaa. Been skipping lunch for past 3-4 days already. Everything seems to be coming to a halt now, i just get to realise what i'm missing out in life, though i'm really bored, there are many things i don't really see (like my great classmates, and the GREAT class spirit). And maybe some things just never changed :/ Few months ago till now, deep inside its still the same. And of course my friends, they sure care alot, though they don't always have time for me, be by me when they see i'm feeling down, cheering me up when i get left alone. WHICH REMINDS ME, thanks for listening to me ytd ANGYUANHUI, thanks alot (Didn't expect you to not know what cleavage is). Now its more about studies ba, going out can wait till after EOYS.
I need you,
About the day.... school was normal, wet my pants and shoes during pe because of the huge puddles (sounds weird). Huang laoshi was damn nice during chinese, boosted my moral and her own hahaha. Emaths was fruitful but -.- didn't get much out of physics or chem then :/ Was getting excited for the bowling inter class ma. Then after emaths, changed to my pe pants then wait for guoan, allan and mayer to go to ssc. Effing big rain ah ahaha, guoan hold umbrella damn cute (LOL :D) took quite awhile to get there, and i realised they all were quite experienced in bowling, wtf i thought all go for fun nia, then depressed depressed. It was damn cold at ssc bowling alley area, regretted changing to pe pants soon. Rubbing each other to stay warm, allan making fun of my "cleavage" again.
I'm trying to care for you.
Then we started the practice, stupid i keep gutter ball gutter ball gutter ball, then hit 3 WOO. Hahahaa :/ then when the competition started, i think ga was first then he strike -.- nnb i 2nd, damn pressured, so i screwed up the 1st round :/ till the others tell me that i shoudl release the ball another way. Bad score for first round. Then 2nd round came, 3rp was damn high haha. Got motivated la, then woo i did damn well for my standard la, first time i ever got 100+ (115, in the first three times i ever played). They were like "For M!" then i got 1 strike, first ever! Damn happy. (No one meant what they say when they shouted "For _". I meant them. Really did) Then i caught up, 2nd in total score out of the 4 (: 3rd round was kinda screwed too, lost the touch, but still ended up 2nd out of the 4. Overall..... We got pwned :D (Anyway, Tracy and Yuanhui are like quite good in bowling also ah). Guoan was kinda disappointed in himself although he did damn well, maybe cause he kept dropping the ball. Cheer up baby, theres always a next time. Everyone kinda rushed off after that.
I miss you so much, but yet i don't think i'll ever get a last chance.
Was to play tennis with tongyi but it was raining so went to badminton court, 2 racquets almost 10 ppl share??? So decided not to play. Went back to school, wanted to send her home because of huge rain. Waited at busstop for replies that usually started with "haha" and ended with "ok/k" guess i wasn't needed after all (: So i left for parkway to have dinner with kenley, ate mos burger, not really filling and wanted to buy auntie anne's but it was fucking ex, the stupid aunty still nag when i say don't want. Kenley wentback to ssc to play tennis, i decided not to go :/ He topped up my ez link for me ($10!!) for no particular reason, thanks man! Theres 11.70 in it now and i'm damn proud of it (: Alright so i'm home, kinda expecting a reply to tell me that the person is safe at home or something. but not putting too much hope in it ba (: Rightttttt, study study study guys. Goodluck for eoys.
I miss you , i fucking miss you
Not yet jewel yap, i'll show you i can. Soon
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Anyway, i effing called mayer by another name by accident again. Some ppl might know what i mean ba :/ Dammit, i thinking too much le