Hopefully,

Planned to put the post card by your doorstep, ask someone to ask you to get the door, leave the area without you seeing me. Maybe that would haved cheered you up abit as ANON cause i know you won't be cheered up if its me. Stupid rose that took me 2 hours to learn how to draw go down the drain, hidden msgs in the postcard you won't ever see, not that you want to see anymore. You are not really the innocent one, i'm not the only one who noticed that. You seem to be enjoyng life long time ago, why intefere? I'm just sure you got over this quickly. Its that easy for you. Kinda depressing at the start, but i understand why. I was a jerk, might still be now. Thought you still cared these 2weeks, thought wrong i guess.
Now I know you don't bother. Happiness won't come to me cause i didn't appreciate you, i don't mind. You don't appreciate what i've been doing either. You moved on long ago, i was just to slow to realise. I almost moved on on friday, but i just had to cheer you up on sat, i failed. Quit acting like you are so innocent, you just moved on quicker than i did and you just didn't bother to care.
Enough of your lies. I know you don't bother
So why should i care

Edit:
True, i don't know you, i should stop acting like i do. You don't know me either, i'm still immature, cause idk myself either. Hope you are glad you don't give a shit about my feelings at all. maybe you haven't got over the past, haha i might just be another sub. I found a reason why. True i shouldn't have typed those shit out. But i dlted them just cause i thought over it and i knew it was wrong. I never expected your "report", i just wanted you to have a nights rest man.. You're getting the wrong idea over it, i don't like you lying but ya i have no rights to control you, but its not just now, the past too. I was rash, too rash. Fucking harsh on you too, I'm sorry for that. I don't need you to forgive me, but i'm just sorry. Just i didn't know how to express myself at times and i just let it out. Fyi girl, iw asn't fucking over you till you said " Ya i don't care about your feelings", but its your life, i have no rights to interfere, just failed to make you change i guess. Alright i don't wanna rant.. cause i don't wanna say the wrong thing and hurt you more. Or make it seem like self-pity to everyone else, according to you. I'm sorry i called you a bitch in a rash, so sorry. That just shows that i'm still a jerk.
I never wanted it this way, but my actions couldn't show.
Remember the promise, takecare girl

Guoan and kevin can't go to balmoral today, i'm changed and trapped at home. WTFFFF someone help me