Hopefully,

Disappointed:
1. That i couldn't take as much as i should
2. That i never turned back for her
3. That i can't give you what you need/deserve

I'm just very hurt, cause its the first time i've taken so much yet it turned out this way. I tried to please you today, calm you down. Got offended by some of your gestures, i couldn't take that much so i had to share some of it with you. Didn't know it would turn out this way, nothing went the way i thought it would. But one thing is i tried to keep my cool by doing some dumb actions as a joke.. Only to be hurt even more, i'm not blaming you because you are in a bad mood. You said called me something that i never expected to hear from you, cause i didn't know i seemed that way. All i wanted to do was try, didn't know i would make it worse. Now girl, i sincerely apologise, i should have been able to take in more, i should have went back for you. You have taken things like this from me and you went through it. Don't ask me to give up on you girl, you know how much you mean to me. This doesn't compare to how much you did for me, you deserve so much more.

But i'm trying..
I'll wait, to show you that you mean alot to me.
That i will give my all for you.