
Quick post, bad mood now over a small thing (stupid attitude hasn't changed)
Hope you will call me when you see this love, we need to talk about something
Maybe its the different ways our mind work thats why we clash so much
Your open personality sometimes is too much for me, but i know... you've changed for me, you made me have the respect i need as a bf though i'm asking alot.
But girl, everything you say means alot to me, so you hurt me unknowingly
Most may say i'm oversensitive, i agree i am, and i can't handle it and you won't know till you are me.
What happened these few days is seemingly expected for you, but not for me. I never expected this, for 1 day without you, i get so much more further from you, in exchange of it. To be honest, i'm not experienced at this and you are, i can't catch up with you with this kind of personality. I tried baby... i tried hard these 2-3 days but all i get is totally opposite of what i expected. I'm assuming, but to me, you are ignoring sometimes, you brush me off whenever i try to get close, nothing i say seems to be sweet enough for you to say something nice in return. But i know you still care for me, but there are just many things that have more priority now (and i accept that).
Though i mind at times, but i hope you know that i understand that things have to be done first and you planned everything out carefully just so we can be together happily. God, i'm not enjoying this journey and i can't take so much when i don't know anything and with my bad attitude (giving up so easily on you before the race even started).
p.s:Its not about whether i need you or not now, its more to whether you need me or not at the moment. I guess you do, but you're just not showing it right now
And yes on friday, i know you can't wait, but i think you should go kbox with your clique (though you already rejected them). We can go on our date when we get this right, i'm excited for it too, but i don't want it to end up like it always does (me getting angry or pissed at something you do or say) So baby, i really need to talk to you right now, so that you would understand whats going on with me (oversensitive me)
p.s.s: And you know i love you
Hope you will call me when you see this love, we need to talk about something
Maybe its the different ways our mind work thats why we clash so much
Your open personality sometimes is too much for me, but i know... you've changed for me, you made me have the respect i need as a bf though i'm asking alot.
But girl, everything you say means alot to me, so you hurt me unknowingly
Most may say i'm oversensitive, i agree i am, and i can't handle it and you won't know till you are me.
What happened these few days is seemingly expected for you, but not for me. I never expected this, for 1 day without you, i get so much more further from you, in exchange of it. To be honest, i'm not experienced at this and you are, i can't catch up with you with this kind of personality. I tried baby... i tried hard these 2-3 days but all i get is totally opposite of what i expected. I'm assuming, but to me, you are ignoring sometimes, you brush me off whenever i try to get close, nothing i say seems to be sweet enough for you to say something nice in return. But i know you still care for me, but there are just many things that have more priority now (and i accept that).
Though i mind at times, but i hope you know that i understand that things have to be done first and you planned everything out carefully just so we can be together happily. God, i'm not enjoying this journey and i can't take so much when i don't know anything and with my bad attitude (giving up so easily on you before the race even started).
p.s:Its not about whether i need you or not now, its more to whether you need me or not at the moment. I guess you do, but you're just not showing it right now
And yes on friday, i know you can't wait, but i think you should go kbox with your clique (though you already rejected them). We can go on our date when we get this right, i'm excited for it too, but i don't want it to end up like it always does (me getting angry or pissed at something you do or say) So baby, i really need to talk to you right now, so that you would understand whats going on with me (oversensitive me)
p.s.s: And you know i love you